Easter Light and Our Struggle to See

I woke up this Easter morning to an impassioned disagreement taking place in the next room. My nine-year-old daughter and four-year-old son were arguing about something. Up until this point, they had been playing a game in quiet whispers because they were the only ones awake. Nicole, the nine-year-old, was rightly concerned that their argument would disrupt those of us still sleeping. “Don’t yell Nate!” she said. “You’re going to wake up Mom and Dad.”

Her brother retorted in a loud voice: “I’m not yelling. You’re yelling! You’re going to wake up Mom and Dad!”

It went on like this for a minute. Then there was some admission of guilt by Nathan, but with (not entirely unwarranted) rationalization. “I have to yell because that’s what Dad does.” How powerful my influence is on the small people in my life!

Then he shifted back to complete denial: “Nicole, you are being woud (his adorable pronunciation of "loud"), and I am being as quiet as I can be!” From here, it just turned to nonsense. “You’re just being as woud as you can to make me wouder. Today is not Easter, cause you’re wrecking Easter! You are YOU. You are always just being selfish.” How quickly we degenerate under emotional stress!

I’ve recently been studying the Gospel of John. When I heard this conversation, I couldn’t help thinking about those who rejected Jesus. Like my four-year-old son, they were blinded to the truth by the emotion of their response, and they were very hard to reason with. Jesus made them mad, and in their anger, they were incapable of actually hearing the truth and beauty of his claims. To them, he sounded like a madman (8:48). John tells the story of the light shining in the darkness and the darkness refusing to see it, unable to understand it, because it exposed their sin in a way they didn’t want to see. The Jewish leaders couldn’t see that Jesus truly was their Messiah, sent from God, sent to save them. Because his words and deeds were surprising and unsettling for them, because he brought a message they didn’t want to hear, they stopped up their ears and simply denied the truth (the dialogues in chs. 5 and 8 are the best examples). They were like a four-year-old yelling, “I’m not yelling!”

But the problem was, they not only couldn’t see and hear Jesus, they couldn’t see or hear themselves. They couldn’t recognize that they were making no sense. So they persisted in denial. And so it went to the point where they had to deny the evidence of Easter itself, even though it was indisputable. They never saw the risen Jesus—so far as we know, he only appeared to those who had trusted him during his life—but they went right on denying the testimony of those who saw him alive (see Acts 2-4). The problem, you see, is that a resurrected Jesus was a vindicated Jesus. If God had indeed raised him from the dead, then everything he had said about himself and them—everything that had aroused their fierce defensiveness and anger to the point of killing him—must be true.

One thing I’ve come to terms with in my life, primarily through the grace of my perceptive wife, is the way my emotions can keep me from seeing and hearing the truth. The picture is swayed by my perception, which is defined by my emotions. Turns out Nathan is a chip off the old block. And we’re both a chip of the old human block. Our blindness is the same blindness that so often keeps people from seeing who God really is, full of grace and truth. In the trauma and pain of life, this can be hard to see, but this is what Jesus came to show us (John 1:14-18). The beauty of Holy Week is the way it tells us that Jesus didn't proclaim God's grace and truth from a distance. No, he put them on display from depths of our human mess, from the epicenter of anguish and despair, from Gethsemane and Golgotha. Here we see the true glory of divine love, the glorious love that, by pouring itself out, pulls all people to itself (John 12:32).

May God open our eyes and free us from the darkness of our incomprehension. May we not be like Jesus’ countrymen, who stopped their ears and shut their eyes to their Savior. On this Easter day, may we not be like irrational children, who believe that if we just yell loud enough, we’ll make our false claim true. May God help us see through our emotions and trust the truth that Christ is risen indeed!

Why Jesus Came, part 2 (for Epiphany)

Two weeks ago, I wrote a Christmas post exploring the idea that the Son of God took a body to save the human race from corruption and slavery to death.

Today is Epiphany, the day in the church year when we celebrate the manifestation of Christ to the Gentiles. The incarnation of God was also a manifestation of God.

In the prologue John’s Gospel, God manifests his light and life through his Word. The Word that made the world comes to illuminates the world. In him was life, and that life was the light of all mankind.  The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it (John 1:4-5).

Descent into Darkness

The light, says John, came to illuminate the world. This is a good thing because the fallen world is a dark place. People can’t see the truth about God or themselves. They stumble around in the dark. Paul said of Gentiles who do not know God: “They are darkened in their understanding and separated from the life of God because of the ignorance that is in them due to the hardening of their hearts.” In other words, they don’t know God, so they don’t have life; they can’t see or think or live straight.

How did this come about? Here again, we’ll explore Athanasius’ answer. In the first part of On the Incarnation, he explains the divine dilemma of life and death: the problem was corruption, so the Word became flesh to overcome the disease of sin that corrupts and kills us from the inside out. Today, we are unpacking the divine dilemma of knowledge and ignorance; the problem is that we dwell in the dark; we can’t know God. How did we get here?

In the beginning, humans lived with God; they knew him as Father and saw him face to face. In God’s light, they could see and live wisely. Adam’s sin changed this relationship, and not just for him but for the whole race because he was our representative. Since the Fall, we live in darkness. We can’t see God. We are afraid to know God and to be known by God. We try to hide (like Adam and Eve did), and we don’t seek him. In our selfishness and fear, we run from the light. We want to run our own lives, and we don’t want the light to expose the dark secrets of our own lives. This is why when the true Light was in the world, the world did not recognize or receive him.

God has always revealed himself, but humans mostly miss the message. Darkness clouds our vision. Fear of exposure—that our true self would be seen—keeps us hiding in the dark. But if we hide from God instead of seeking him, we’ll never know him. And if we never know him, we’ll never know ourselves. We’ll never know why he made us. We’ll never live into our purpose to reflect his image in the world. Instead of loving God and living in his likeness, we seek false Gods and become like them. They promise satisfaction but end up enslaving us. We’re blind to the deception, or hardened in our rebellion, so we keep obeying the idols. It’s bad for us and bad for our relationships, but we don’t see the light. We end up in the darkness of despair. Our existence is diminished. We lose our true humanity. We self-destruct. So what is God to do with us?

The Light Shines in the Darkness

Because humans are unable to know God, God made himself known through his Word, “lest their being should be profitless.” Stage 1 was the Law and the Prophets. This was a revelation to Israel, but for everyone. Israel was meant to be the light of the world, to show the world a better way, the way of trusting God and living wisely. The Torah was meant to be “a sacred school of the knowledge of God and the conduct of the soul,” not just for the Jews, but through them for the world. But the Jews didn’t even keep the Law, let alone show the Gentiles the way, so everyone wound up lost in the dark. So what was God to do?

• Let people remain ignorant and irrational, worshipping idols? In this case, he should have never made them! Both their glory and his are diminished. Does a king let his subjects serve other lords? No, he writes letters, sends friends, or “if need be, comes himself, shaming them by his own presence, only so that they not serve others and his work be in vain.”

• Let his image be destroyed? Let the train of human folly and self-destruction run off the cliff so the whole race devolves into chaos? It would not be right for God’s image to be destroyed through the ignorance of idolatry. God won’t neglect or abandon his beloved creatures. He will renew his image in humans.

But renewal of the divine image is no simple task. Imagine a portrait painted on wood that gets destroyed. The only way to repaint it on the same wood is if the person who is portrayed shows up. The human body is the “wood” on which God inscribed his image, and sin ruined the portrait. But God won’t scrap humanity and start over on new material. Instead, he will “reinscribe” his image on the same material. To do this, he shows up in a human body so he can restore his own image in humanity. Christ is the true Image of the invisible God (Col 1:15). As we unite with him, God’s image is restored in us (individually and corporately).

As with the rescue from corruption, this renewing work could only be done by God himself. How can a godless idolater teach the rest of us godless idolaters about the true God? Even if one could, we’d be looking the other way; the darkness of ignorance would blind us. Only the Word can rightly reveal God. So the word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we beheld his glory, the glory of the one and only Son, full of grace and truth” (John 1:14). He came so we could see, up close and personal, in the flesh, who he is, and through him, who the Father is. “No one has ever seen God,” says John, “but the unique Son, who is in closest relationship with the Father, has made him known” (1:18)!

Jesus revealed the Father in his body by both his words and his mighty works. Jesus said, “I only speak what I the Father has taught me” (John 8:28; cf. 14:10); “I only do what I see the Father doing” (5:19). The revelation was surprising, especially in Jesus’ suffering and death. For humans have never imagined a God who is humble, who forgives, who offers himself on behalf of his creatures, who suffers and dies in our place! We were stuck in ignorance, worshipping cruel and capricious idols, so the Light came to show us the true character of our Father!

Again we see that God comes down. He condescends. He comes in our form. He speaks our language. He does all this so we might pay attention and look up to him and be raised up to eternal life, that is, to join the eternal, joyful fellowship of the Trinity! This can only happen if we know him as Father and trust him as sons and daughters. The Light came to reveal the Father, renew us in his image and show us how to live as his beloved children.

So the question for us is, how will we respond to God’s epiphany, to the manifestation of God’s true Light? “He was in the world, and though the world was made through him, the world did not recognize him. He came to that which was his own, but his own did not receive him. Yet to all who did receive him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God” (1:10-12). On this day of Epiphany, may we see the light and welcome the Son so that we too, can live with joy as beloved sons and daughters! 

Why Jesus Came

At Christmas, we celebrate Jesus’ birth. What happened that is worth celebrating? There are many reasons for joy, but underneath them all is something John declares in the prologue of his gospel: The Word became flesh (John 1:14). 

To understand this statement, it helps to know that the Greek word for “word” is logos, and logos is one of those big Bible words that we don't have a good equivalent for! Logos can refer to:

1. The rational organizing principle behind all creation; the source of order, light, and life to all things and all people (see John 1:1-4).
2. The inner thought or reason of a person.
3. The outward expression of a person’s inner thought. Thus, God’s message self-revelation.
4. In the OT, God’s Word creates, speaks, and saves. All these actions express his nature and character.

The logos is God’s self-expression, conveying truth and life through creation and salvation. It takes shape; it gets things done. This is supremely true in the incarnation when the divine Word became flesh in the body of Jesus. Life appeared. Truth walked and talked among us. Salvation came in a person. New creation was begun by an embodied God.

Why does it matter that the Word of God had a body? Couldn’t God have revealed himself in some other way? Couldn’t he have just spoken, or dropped instructions from heaven, or just spiritually descended on someone, as the Gnostics proposed? Actually, God had already done those things. He had shown himself through creation and prophecy. He had communicated through the book of nature and the book of Scripture.

To understand the need for the incarnation of the Word, we need to go back to the opening stories of the Bible. The Word came as a man, in a body, to undo the work done by the first man. This is the argument Saint Athanasius made in his treatise On the Incarnation of the Word. I'll sketch the first major argument of the treatise below.

God faced a dilemma. Because of Adam’s sin, human image-bearers were subject to corruption and death. In the biblical story, Adam is not just the first human; he’s the representative human. Adam's actions affected all his descendants. 

What did Adam’s sin mean for his children? For Athanasius, one important result was corruption that led to a loss of being, a diminishing of existence, a slide back into nothingness, a move from life to death. God gave Adam and Eve life as a generous gift. Instead of guarding his gift, they grasped for more and lost what they had.

Isn’t this just what we humans do? Our culture promotes it. Before Christmas ends, ads will beckon us to “after Christmas sales,” so that the day after we celebrate God’s greatest gift we can rush out to get what we don’t yet have! What if we just gave thanks and enjoyed the Gift instead of always seeking more? In all our grasping, we lose out on what we’ve been given.

Because Adam didn’t guard God’s gift but grasped for more, he lost it for all of us. He exchanged eternal life, with-God life, for corruption and death. How should we imagine this corruption? Think of rusting metal or decaying flesh. Corruption eats us from the inside.

Corruption diminishes our existence, which means the image of God disappears from the world. The effects ripple out. Because image bearers are not functioning as rulers and stewards of creation, the whole cosmos devolves into chaos and destruction. Corruption drives us down and makes us live in fear of death. In a fallen world, death prevails just as God said it would (When you eat of [the fruit], you shall surely die. Gen 2:17). The Apostle Paul said, “By the trespass of the one man, death reigned through that one man” (Rom 5:17). In a world so dominated by corruption and death, what should God do?

• Should he call it a good attempt, throw in the towel and give up on his creation? What kind of creator would do that? To neglect or abandon his creation would be dishonorable and unfitting of his goodness!
• Couldn’t God just forgive? Perhaps, but then he’d be a liar. He said, “You shall surely die.” In other words: “the wages of sin is death.” Sin happened. Death had to follow. God didn’t want eternally diminished humans. We needed to die in order to be reborn (cf. Matt 16:25).
• Couldn't God just call people to repent? Wouldn’t that be enough? No. Repentance would only fix symptoms; it wouldn’t undo corruption and death. God is not like the modern health care industry. He doesn’t want to treat symptoms and perpetuate root causes. He doesn’t want to give us the appearance of health while we rot from the inside out. He wants us truly healthy and whole!

If our problem is corruption that leads to diminished existence and death, then only the Creator can bring us out of our corruption. Only the one who gives us existence can renew our existence. Only the source of all being can restore our being. Only the true Life can rescue us from the grip of death. In other words, restoring humanity is a work only God could pull off! No one dominated by death is able to conquer death.

Reversing corruption requires an external agent but an internal work. Rusting metal needs more than a coat of paint. It needs to be purged and reconstituted at the atomic level. The change happens internally but not by itself. A cancer patient needs a doctor, but she also needs medicine to enter her body and destroy cancer cells and regenerate life-giving cells. God is both doctor and medicine. He comes from outside to heal, and he enters the human race—into the depth of our sinful existence “in Adam”—to transform the human race. He bears our sickness and pain, our sorrow and death “in his body on the tree,” and when he breaks out of the tomb alive, he defeats the corruption and death that held us in chains of fear. In a world ruled by corruption and death, the eternal, incorruptible Word puts on a body in order to conquer corruption in the human body. As we all experience sin and death “in Adam,” so we all experience righteousness and life “in Christ” because he conquered death in his flesh.

This great victory began at the first Christmas—or nine months before—when, as the Angel said, the Holy Spirit came upon Mary and the power of the Most High overshadowed her so that a holy human life was conceived in her. That is why we call him the Son of God (see Luke 1:35). God condescends. He comes down and becomes like us—all the way to the depth of our human condition—in order to save us. This is why we celebrate Christmas! Sometimes we think Jesus was immune; he must not have experienced all the harsh realities of human life the way we do because, after all, he was God right? Wrong. Jesus was not immune. The embodied Word carried our sin, disease, and death, and, by going through death, he defeated them and brought about our re-creation.

So as you celebrate this Christmas, remember what happened in Bethlehem: Immanuel happened; God came among us to be with us. Incarnation happened; God became like us to save us. God’s Word isn’t just in a book, though the Book anticipated and pointed toward his incarnation. Nor did the divine Word come in a dazzling display, though this would have been appropriate. God came humbly, and he fully entered our fallen Adamic existence in order to save us from corruption and death and raise us up to eternal, incorruptible life. Glory to God in the highest!

Marriage of Heart and Mind

I had this thought yesterday as I drove home from work: If the heart of Pentecostalism could merge with the mind of Presbyterianism, the results could be incredible! Just before leaving work I had been in conversation with a student who calls himself an atheist, but who is graciously, and curiously, engaging me in conversation. During our first conversation some weeks ago, he mentioned a series of YouTube videos made by a 20-something who was raised as a Pentecostal Christian, but has since become an atheist. The videos tell the story of his deconversion. He is a sharp young man, and I am very intrigued, and at times challenged, by the case for disbelief that he builds in the videos. But something that had been latent in the whole series struck me forcefully yesterday as I watched the video entitled “Losing God,” in which he narrates the climactic crisis point in his turn away from faith.

It’s clear that he never wanted to lose God. But he found himself in conversation with a learned linguistics scholar whom he calls “The Professor.” The Professor had gone through his own deconversion earlier in life. At first, he warned the young inquirer not to go down the path he was starting on, knowing where it might lead. But after sensing his determination to seek Truth, The Professor told him to sit down, relax and listen. Listen he did, and The Professor’s arguments appeared logically sound and even complementary to what he had been learning in his university studies. Finally, he reached a point of such cognitive dissonance, on so many levels, that he just couldn’t hold it together. At this point, he sinks into despair. He’s yearning for the kind of experiences of God that he had in his youth, which had been the primary basis of his faith. The longer they don’t come, the lower he descends. All the while he is still going to church; he doesn’t want to give up belief.

His faith, before all this started, was typical of many in the Pentecostal tradition: authentic, emotional and grounded in experience. Throughout his devconversion journey thus far, he’d all but lost the feelings he used to have. He stopped hearing God’s voice, feeling God’s Spirit, and experiencing God in prayer. He longed for these things, but didn’t know how to recover them. He prayed, but nothing came. At his deepest point of crisis, when he felt the weight of the world was on his shoulders, he went to his parents. He hoped his dad would have “a core of faith underpinned in wisdom that could at least start to help me sort through these issues and get back to God.” Unfortunately, he did not. Instead, when asked how he would respond if someone showed him evidence that the Bible was historically wrong, he said, “Well I would tell them that’s not what I believe, and if they didn’t like it, that was their problem. And if they were gonna tell me crap like that, I wouldn’t talk to ‘em anymore.” But what if it was true? “Jesus told us to live by faith and that he would bring us salvation. He never said, I will give you the truth.”

Apart this statement’s flat contradiction of Jesus’ own claim to be the Truth, and John’s claim that he came “full of Grace and Truth,” these statements typify the anti-intellectual, don’t-ask-questions-just-believe kind of perspective that often passes for authentic God-honoring faith in contemporary post-revivalist, post-fundamentalist evangelicalism and that is particularly prevalent in Pentecostal and Charismatic circles.

Now, before you hear an arrogant criticism of “those uninformed Pentecostals” by someone who thinks he’s arrived at some higher spiritual plane through intellectual study, let me swiftly say that that is not my point. Those, like Pentecostals, who have a deeper awareness of and attunement to the things of the Spirit have taught me much in my journey to a more complete and generous orthodoxy, and I believe they have much to teach much of the Western church, which has mummified the spiritual life of faith and obedience in a layers of rationalist, post-enlightenment (and post-modern) scholarship that have torn the history out of the Bible, cut God out of the gospel, and ripped the heart out of the faith. It is some of these same academic arguments that castigated the faith of the young man in the videos. But the solution to rationalist scholarship is not to a thoughtless (and fearful?) retreat back to “God said it. I believe it. That settles it!” The solution is good scholarship!

What if, in a world where the enemy is working all the angles to subvert the Christian faith, we had more people who have a heart and a mind dedicated to God. Perhaps we need thoughtful believers and faithful thinkers. Some of the men I most admire are shining examples of this marriage of mind and heart: Pentecostals like Gordon Fee, Craig Keener and James Dunn; Anglicans like N. T. Wright, Chris Wright, Scot McKnight, Richard Bauckham and the late John Stott; and brilliant apologists like Peter Kreeft, J.P. Moreland, and Timothy Keller.

What if, when this young man was enduring his crisis of faith, he’d had found a faithful man in his church (which he continued to attend) who had the intellectual capacity to walk with him through his doubt, the patience to listen to his questions and discuss reasonable answers, and the interest to suggests books by people like those named above, which would present reasonable responses to the arguments he encountered in books recommended by The Professor, arguments which systematically dismantled every aspect of the young man’s faith – everything from prayer to the reliability of the Bible to the “experience” of God, to the very reality of God.

The videos hint that there was more going on in this young man than simply being persuaded by a series of rational arguments. (It seems there always is.) But what if a mature mentor had given him some intellectually satisfying reasons to believe at that defining moment in his life, when, as he says, “my mind broke free from my prohibition from using logic,” which led to feeling like “I was losing the most important thing in my life. As the poison of these ideas coursed through my veins, I tried to resist it, but I couldn’t. It just made too much sense. . . I was beginning to enter a stage in my life were I simply couldn’t believe in God anymore no matter how hard I tried. I laid on my couch and prayed again, my hands over my eyes, but it didn’t feel like anyone was listening anymore.”

In God’s seeming silence, in the absence of the feelings and experiences that used to assure us, we need others to come alongside us and believe with us and for us. In this story, no one did that. In the war of worldviews, atheism claimed another victory. Another of our young people moved out into the big world and encountered its big ideas, with their appearance of wisdom, and found that his Sunday School faith was insufficient for the onslaught. Oh, that a wise believer had been there to help!

The moral I wish to draw out of this story is nothing new: we need each other. We need to learn from the things our brothers and sisters in other parts of the church are doing well. We need to abandon the arrogance that says we can win the war if we “just believe” and the arrogance that says we’re too smart to believe that the war really is spiritual. At the end of the day, we need to obey what Jesus said is the first and greatest commandment, to “love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength,” or, as Scot McKnight renders it, “love God with every molecule and globule” – both those in the emotional control centers of our brain, and those in the intellectual center of our being. Lord, help us to follow you with every faculty you’ve given us so that we, in turn, can help others do the same. sober us with the fact that our neighbor’s faith might hang in the balance.

On Coming to Know

It’s been a while since I’ve posted, mostly because of a busy school and family schedule, but spring break has come, and with it a bit more time to reflect and write.

I am not a philosopher and this is not a blog about philosophy. But I am a learner and a teacher, so I occasionally ponder on the process of how we come to know things (what philosophers call epistemology). I woke up way too early Friday morning, thinking about how we move from knowing what other people know and tell us, to knowing for ourselves.

My students and I are have been exploring some faith traditions with which we share a largely common worldview, but also have divergent belief and practice. For the last few weeks, we’ve been engaging Catholicism. I’ve been doing my best to represent a Catholic view of the Eucharist, drawing largely on Brant Pitre’s stimulating book, Jesus and the Jewish Roots of the Eucharist. Pitre argues that when we view Jesus words and deeds in light of ancient Jewish history and custom, and first-century messianic expectation, we see him teaching that his real presence would be conveyed through the Eucharistic bread and wine.

As we process these unfamiliar ideas, both from Pitre and the guest speakers who have shared with us, I get a number of responses. Some say, “I don’t like that” and basically check out. Others listen and process, but respond that it doesn’t make sense to them. This is an honest response because it truly doesn’t fit into the plausibility structure they have inherited and developed; its strangeness makes it sound senseless. These students often make counterarguments, which rest on prior assumptions about what the Bible says. But they are listening and thinking, and this is great! Still others listen, weigh, question, dialogue and seek to understand and evaluate whether the position presented is what Jesus actually meant. I received an encouraging email from one of these students. He said:

One point that you made that made an impact on me was that the Passover lamb was sacrificed and then consumed. . . I was not completely sold on what you were saying about the spiritual presence of God in the element, but the fact that Jesus is our Passover lamb seemed to be a very convincing argument for a more literal point [of] view. . . As I was pondering this on my own I thought about the Passover lamb that Jesus is compared to. . . Were not the sacrificial lambs merely symbols, representations, and placeholders for the real sacrifice that was to come in Jesus? When the Jews would eat the lamb they would not be eating the real sacrifice but a symbol for that true sacrifice. That would then imply that we are as well eating a symbol for our Passover Lamb. 

I am by no means convinced one way or the other and our discussion have opened my mind to the issue. . . I thank you for having these days in class.

I was so encouraged to hear how this student was not disparaging or dismissing, but processing and evaluating what he was hearing. I wrote back sharing my own process of thinking through these concepts, which has been going on for some time and stimulated by our current study:

You bring up a good point about OT sacrifices being symbolic pointers to the Reality that was to come. Your line of thought makes sense: that because they were eating a symbol, we are too when we eat the bread and wine/juice. Another way to think of it is that because lambs/animals were symbolic foreshadows and Christ is the greater reality, so they consumed a symbol and we consume the reality. That reality, in my provisional view at this point, is the spiritual presence of Christ (i.e. the Holy Spirit; though I appreciated what Father Barnett said about the Trinity all acting together and the HS being like the leading point of the triune triangle). Thus, we feed on Christ’s presence by receiving His Spirit.

Granted, I have not thought through this with respect to every text that might be brought to bear on the question, nor in dialogue with systematic theology. That’s why I used the word provisional above. I think I’m at a point where I want this to be true, because I want Communion to be more meaningful and mysterious than it has been for me in the past, and there seems to be some solid scriptural basis for at least the idea of a spiritual presence, so, in light of this recent engagement with the [biblical] text [i.e., John 6] and Catholic theology, I’ll let that simmer in my mental stew pot and see if it continues to ring true as I keep studying and growing.

This kind of discussion is why I love teaching biblical studies. Thanks again for taking the time to share your thoughts.

This exchange, I think, is what prompted my early morning musing about epistemology and the following insight. (For those who really are philosophers, this insight is obviously nothing new; I’ve just seen it play out recently and so “discovered” is personally.)

When we’re young, we know because we’re told. This knowledge comes largely from our parents and teachers. Right or wrong, we’ll die on the hill saying, “My dad said so!” Some never really move beyond this point. Adults often live on a basically borrowed belief system. Many blindly believe what reporters say. Academics often accept the ungrounded claims of scholarly “experts” without considering their arguments or their bias. Similarly, grown-up Christians regularly appeal to what “the Bible says,” which is really nothing more than what their pastor or teacher says; they never consider the complexities of interpreting and applying ancient texts or recognize that there are credible alternative readings.

Now, I should admit that all knowledge is in some sense inherited. We will never escape learning from others, nor should we try. But the hope is that people learn to choose their teachers wisely and honestly evaluate both messengers and their claims. We want to seek the truth, not just what confirms our prior beliefs. And one goal of education (at least one of my goals as an educator) is to help people move from knowing because they’re told to knowing because they know, that is, because they’ve come to “own” a belief. We own a belief when we understand its ins and outs, its whys and wherefores. Ownership comes through reasoned thought, experience and engagement with opposing viewpoints.

When we come out the other side of this long and arduous process, our knowledge is, paradoxically, both more and less certain. On the one hand, we know the reasons beneath our beliefs and, therefore, why they’re worth holding. On the other hand, we see a bigger picture and gain a deeper understanding of alternate beliefs. If these beliefs are groundless, our own are confirmed. But if they are reasonable, we may discover some value to be appreciated and learned from them. We may find, as I have with the Catholic view of the Eucharist, that they add more to the beliefs we have, without diminishing what we already knew. We, therefore, gain respect for alternate ideas and those who hold them. We have learned to listen and to learn. We emerge with a more personal knowledge and with humility – a combination which amounts to wisdom.

Although, as I said above, I’m not a philosopher in the professional sense, I hope I still am in the etymological sense. For the philosopher is a “lover of wisdom.” He knows how much he doesn’t know and therefore invites new and challenging ideas. He listens and ponders, and processes and evaluates, develops and strengthens his personal knowledge. I hope my students see me doing this kind of philosophy, under the authority of Christ, and that they too will come to “own” their knowledge, so they can live the truth wisely in the world.

What ideas are you currently processing? What beliefs are you coming to own? Do you have insight on how we move from inherited knowing to personal knowing?